I have a week and a half before the end of the month. I want to accomoplish something this month. Well every month. SInce my word for the year is realize I have been pushing the envelope. At times.
This month seems a bit slower. I haven’t felt as productive. I can use vacation for an excuse for one week. But seriously, I was actually somewhat productive on vacation. I took pictures and wrote two blog posts. So no procrastination there.
This weekend I have the perfect excuse. The next Ruth Galloway mystery arrived at the library. I have had it on hold for months. When I picked up it up it was a seven day loan. Hmm….of course I had to start it that evening after work. Since this is my only weekend I have to read. Right?
So I have the perfect excuse not to get much else done this weekend. So why do I still feel like I am procrastinating? Not starting/finishing projects. I have a book to read. I also went shopping with a friend. I did work on a new theme for blog. I did stuff. So why do I feel I’m procratinating this weekend?
This post came to me in bed while I was playing out what I needed to do Sunday before the start of the week. Read the book of course and house stuff. I just can’t seem to get out of myself over I’m not doing stuff. Moving the needle forward. I want to end the month strong. I want to be able to say this and that is off the list. I don’t feel I can say that in this moment.
So I’m thinking sometime today or this week I will write down what I did get accomplished this month. What happened this month. Maybe that will give me a jolt that I did get stuff done and didn’t procratinate all month. Which I know I didn’t.
To bring things into focus and see what I want to get done before I flip the calendar.
You can always start now!